pictures from the coast and one of my girl

Posted by PJoyLynn , 2.26.2005 1:41 PM

exposed


butterfly one


rocks


jim with me turning 30


my baby girl - olivia ann

all things grand

Posted by PJoyLynn , 2.24.2005 10:04 PM

it's freaking me out.
the wrinkles around my eyes.
the sag of the skin on my face.
even my hands are starting to look aged.

it's happening.
life.
love.
and all things grand.


after writing this post, i found this
song
speaking to me.
a happier spin on it all.

love

Posted by PJoyLynn , 2.18.2005 6:32 PM

"i got the joy, joy, joy, joy down in my heart.
where?
down in my heart.
where?
down in my heart.
i got the joy, joy, joy, joy down in my heart.
down in my heart to stay."

i think this was one of the jesus songs i used to sing in my high school youth group.
fellowship of christian athletes. wow. that was a long time ago.

but, i digress.

i was just singing this to myself as i was cuddling with my kid.
ain't nothing greater.

knock knock

Posted by PJoyLynn , 2.15.2005 9:39 PM

i don't knock when i go to my mother's house
my mother knocks when she comes to my house
she is open
i am closed

"love comes knocking
but you won't let it in"
sing it

self entitlement
boundaries
self establishment
nutter butters

whoop di doo

Nuts

Posted by PJoyLynn , 2.02.2005 9:29 PM

My husband tells me that eating nuts helps cure depression.
Pick your sick little mind out of the gutter or stop giggling.
I ate about three or four, ok maybe 5, handfuls of blue diamond smokehouse almonds, which distinctly remind me of my childhood and my father.
I don't know why.
I figure I must be real depressed because I couldn't stop eating those fuckers.
Seratonin, enzymes, whatever.
All I know is I've got this awful taste in my mouth and a gritty coating on my teeth.
Feels nasty.
My stomach feels like it's sinking into my pelvis, and I'm not entirely convinced that I won't throw up.
Distraction from depression.
Ain't no seratonin ezyme crap going on.

Day One

Posted by PJoyLynn 7:30 PM

Day One of Blog. Do not know what this is about. Crazy baby. Crazy mama. Done Blogging For Now.