WHPH
Posted by PJoyLynn , 5.27.2010 4:07 PM
WorkHardPlayHard
There are two wolves that live in all of us, the positive wolf full of love and kindness and the negative wolf full of anger, spite and bitterness. So which wolf wins?
The one that you feed.
Good hearted
I am sure there are characteristics and behavior that are just genetic, right?
just found out mad dog is kosher.
in case you're wondering....
and yes i've been drinking.
I obsess a lot, you know this, right?
When Olivia's nasty, I'll say to her: be the kid you want to be – is this the kid you want to be?
I have said this so many times to myself.
Be who you want to be. (oddly is a Bon Jovi lyric)
I'm constantly obsessing on whether I'm achieving it.
Am I really being who I want to be?
If I'm failing, I can feel that disappointment to the core.
Even when I don't quite achieve it,
Even when it's not completely in my control,
There's an inevitability of hurting people as I wind my way through life.
Not purposefully, hopefully, if I'm really good.
The Golden Rule – do unto others as you'd have done unto yourself.
(this is also repeated to Olivia over and over)
So, whatever, my point is, when I fall from grace, when I'm not perfect,
I hope that my loved ones will stand by me.
When they do, it is an amazing feeling.
When they don't, well, I don't need that feeling in addition to the disappointment I'm already feeling.
Another final thing I tell Olivia and tell myself,
Learn from it, move on, try to not do it again.
I wonder what it is about me
Spring is here, and you know what that means...
Yes,
Raccoons.
Reporting the news is hard work.
i know i'm completely blessed to have a few, very close life long friends. i'm learning that this is very unique.
so i started analyzing it, how have they endured this long? for sure there have been times when either party has been pissed, when distance is the only thing that will fix it. but what brings it all back together? i think it's unconditional love cultivated by time.
then i look at my few, very close friendships that don't have that same element of time. and wonder if those will ever get to that unconditional phase.
well, i volunteered for teacher appreciation week at Liv's school. go teachers, you really do rock!
three things:
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